eeyerr. chinese is uber boringgggg.
oh wells.
feeling totally weak cos. im sick. sucks being sick. fever's gone, but im still just feeling weak. realise i havent stepped out of the house for 2 whole days. fresh air outside has never smelt nicer :D
lived on "marie biscuits" and water for the past 2 days. those plain and round biscuits. yep.
so the fever's gone, feeling so much bettter than yesterday. but im still really weak. i felt tired after walking up 3 storeys! is that weak or what! well, sick people are weak. so it doesn't matter.
its back to school tomorrow): sighs. i m so reluctant to put on that white and blue uniform. i dun wanna go back to school. tomorrow, its getting back both sciences! oh shit..

sighs. its rather disappointing how your parents have so little faith in you. i spoke to my mum about the upcoming chinese Os, and she was.. well. not as optimistic as i thought she might be. she seemed so bent on me getting an A for chinese, yet, she doesn't believe that i can do it?? o.0 sighs.
so what are exams for in the end? for us to prove to this type of parents that we can actually do it? or to gage where we stand in the national level? well, exams totally suck.
i really really dont wanna retake the end of year chinese paper. they say, your results wont be much of a difference. sigh. well, so 7 days left to chinese Os. what can i say..
i really really dont want to retake the exam. i really really want to show her. but am i up for it? sighssssss. this is annoying. alright. so my mum gave the space for a drop in grade. she only wants an A. not an A1. alright. fair. so an A2 can make her happy too! oh Lord, please. let a miracle happen.

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out of boredom, i went to look through the pictures i took in japan, and i realise that, after all, i did have fun(: even though i had screw ups here and there with everything, i did have the most wonderful time. i was totally unprepared for this experience, and therefore i conclde that i could have enjoyed it better if i was a more manga-ish fan! shopping experiences with manga fans were wild, spending 3 hours in a toy building was hilarious! but we had fun. jasmine was a great partner. and the hotel were just great. the food was splendid, and i expanded sideways.
the sky in japan seem so pretty, and the air, is just. fresh. and cold. i like that temperature. its just. chilly. and nicee(: aahh. love it. let's go back! heh. alright! pictures are up 6 months late! haha! so terrible. hahah. oh wells. enjoy!

studio ghibli!
Golden Pavilion!
Picture taken along the road. background is the pacific ocean,

nice sky!

Osaka Tower

beeffff!!! the best meal EVER!

check out all the food! THIS is the reason why I expanded sideways! :D

haha, yup. had loads of fun in japan. all the good splendid food. ladeeda. this is what you do when you get bored of chinese. and exactly the reason why i should not stay home to study chinese. yepps.